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A confession.

Posted by ElectricAngel7482 - August 19th, 2022


I really need to get this off my chest. I have been holding it in for a bit too long. This will get pretty disturbing.

Here we go.

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You may have realized my art has been somewhat more dark and hateful for a few months. That is pretty true. Let me explain why


1.Anger and depression + venting. I have had intense anger issues for a couple of months. Worse, I was diagnosed with depression a few weeks ago by my therapist. A lot of the dark and disturbing art you see in my account is vent art explaining my feelings. Whether its a dumb bastard,the world, or feelings of hopelessness, I make vent art to cope. It may be ugly as hell but it is something.


Also you may have realized something very off about my OC Jennifer. You may have realized that she um….cuts herself and had a very not-PC shirt. She is somewhat of my vent OC. The self harm was put as like a bit of extra spice and also to express how someone in this hell of a world may respond to horrible express. ( I dont cut myself or have thoughts of it, but someone like me could.) The shirt you are talking about is the “04.20.99” shirt. Its more personal to me. I put that because since I am very sad and angry about school shootings. I wanted to also express that so I put that date on her shirt.


2.FOMO. This is not as emotional or dark as my first reason, but still. I have a strong amount of FOMO (fear of missing out) whenever I see art contests/podcasts that I enjoy but cannot participate.


I made the cult leader art out of FOMO for my unability to play Cult of the Lamb. I REALLY want it, but my parents dont like the themes and dont think I am responsible. I feel lonely and an outcast.


Does that mean ALL my current and future art will be dark? No. I still like to draw lighthearted stuff like scenecore, robots, shitposts,fanart, and other shit. However, sometimes I need to express the darkness in my soul through art.


I am sorry for this long ass essay.


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